sometimes I wonder why people dislike me and then I remember I am crazy and my mood swings and personality changes within seconds are scary.
But overall, if you are nice to me I am nice back, I even try to be nice if you are rude.
here where I live I don't really have friends and stay all day inside doing nothing and wasting time. I love art but I am unmotivated and mostly too tired to draw.
I'll start learning the job as "interrior designer" this year for 3 years then and I can't wait because I know this job will make me happy.